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brb.: September 2014

Sep 29, 2014

TBH

Some things are better left unsaid.
It is not that I don't see or understand things.

X X X

Ever since you have been gone 
(LOL I mean you are no longer here to spend days with me)
Not to be boastful, but I feel like I've become more independent :P
When you were with me here, 
I hated doing everything alone, like buying necessities, printing handouts and doing photocopies but now I can do these on my own.
I don't know if I've got over it or I've got used to it.
Nevertheless, there are times I feel like I'm losing my soul.
So called walking dead huh? :3
Last time, I felt at ease when you were here.
Like the sense of belonging sort of thing ;)
I couldn't deny sometimes I was upset because of college stuff,
yet I knew I could share everything with you and you would comfort me.
Now I can't talk to you face to face like how we used to do,
that is why I do not like staying here,
homesick tends to strike me more frequent.
Whenever I'm down, every time when I feel low,
I think back how we used to be,
it kind of hurts me tbh,
sometimes I'm shattered,
I feel like everything is not right and I hate it.

P/S: All I wish is to get a recognition as soon as possible,
LEAVE  here.

Sep 22, 2014

Ain't No Mountain High Enough






Did I never treat you right?







Actions > Words








"Sorry" doesn't mean anything.












I hate how much I love you



:)

回不去的过去


这张图片 勾起我很多回忆
让我想起当初我是怎么开始写博客
现在应该已经没几个人会写博客了
我曾经关注的博客 也没有更新博文了
有些甚至已把账户关闭 :(

2010年 我激活了第一个Blogger账户
而这个是第二个
之前那一个都是用英文记录心情
现在这一个是用华文
(算了 这些都不是重点 :/)

咳咳...我想说的是
虽然以前那一个博客已经不能再登录不能用了
但我偶尔还会上去看看
看看当时我记录了什么难忘的趣事
我也会想自己当时在写这些帖文时是什么心情 
或许人老了 ==
最近很爱缅怀过去
说穿了
其实因为知道自己已不可能回到过去
那段过去 我是活得那么的无忧无虑
傻里傻气 想疯就疯 想闹就闹
现在,成年了
做什么都得想后果
说句话都得先顾虑别人
什么都要负责任

还有就是最近发生了一件事
让我更想回到过去 回到我们的起点
4年的感情
得来不易 经历了很多
我以为只要我们努力、认真
就可以安然度过
结果还是徒然 ><
当初我们是怎么认识的呢?
看回之前我写的点点滴滴
原来我们也曾经那么甜蜜过
只能说一句:我们回不去

作为一对情侣
最可悲的不是狠下心一刀两断,从此断绝来往
这样还可以很洒脱 很果断地割舍
最最最最可悲的:大家心里还有彼此 挂名地说分开 其实还在联系
还在期待破镜重圆的一天
我们是属于后者
我不会再问为什么你一次又一次地让人误会
因为你性格就是如此 而且不会拒绝人
你说你会改变 就算真的改变了 你能坚持吗?
希望你的选择是对的
最重要是你的想法 你心里 想要什么 :)
如果因为怕周遭的人说你不是你才要挽回要改变
那我们就算以后在一起 也不会开心 </3

一切只能顺其自然 

4周年

好好的四周年纪念日
竟然发生突发事件
我真的没料到我们会有这样的一天
真的 真的... </3
也只能这样了