TBH

Some things are better left unsaid.

It is not that I don't see or understand things.

X X X

Ever since you have been gone 

(LOL I mean you are no longer here to spend days with me)

Not to be boastful, but I feel like I've become more independent :P

When you were with me here, 

I hated doing everything alone, like buying necessities, printing handouts and doing photocopies but now I can do these on my own.

I don't know if I've got over it or I've got used to it.

Nevertheless, there are times I feel like I'm losing my soul.

So called walking dead huh? :3

Last time, I felt at ease when you were here.

Like the sense of belonging sort of thing ;)

I couldn't deny sometimes I was upset because of college stuff,

yet I knew I could share everything with you and you would comfort me.

Now I can't talk to you face to face like how we used to do,

that is why I do not like staying here,

homesick tends to strike me more frequent.

Whenever I'm down, every time when I feel low,

I think back how we used to be,

it kind of hurts me tbh,

sometimes I'm shattered,

I feel like everything is not right and I hate it.

P/S: All I wish is to get a recognition as soon as possible,

LEAVE  here.